Im sitting here at my computer trying to write as if im writting in a journal, but it hard. I keep wanting to write like I write in my blog, but i can, this is my livejournal. haha. N-eways, Im feeling so  frustrated right now because im dying to show the world what I can do as far as makeup and me... you know cool stuff like that. I've been waiting for months for a MACbook and a Camera that my dad said he would get me but no luck. Im also trying to save money and get it myself but its impossible... there are so many things that I need, need to do, eat, ugh its hard being a college student. Not enough hours in the day to do everything you want to.  Ugh, pray for me you guys... that everything in my life falls into place and my desires are fufilled.